Friday, December 31, 2004

Happy New Year

What a way to end the year.... with a natural disaster destroying so much property and taking away so many lives. Whatever it is, life must go on. I wish I had the power to grant those victims strength and courage to live on.... may the force be with them.

生亦何欢,
死亦何惧。
义之所在,
死不足惜。

Saturday, December 25, 2004

1st Christmas abroad

My first time spending Christmas abroad and at the same time with friends from all over the world. It's fun, we had dinner by the beach pool and with our band playing Christmas songs for us. And we also learned about how each country has it's own traditions and ways of celebrating Christmas. No countdown, but we wish each other at the stroke of midnight at local time :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Friday, December 24, 2004

Moody....

My turn for sunrise kayak again this morning, nothing exciting to write about, just a simple uneventful morning. :)

A little moody today, don't know why also. Don't really have the mood to work and don't feel like talking to anybody today... Something doesn't seem right but I don't know what it is... :( So this evening, after a late dinner, I took a stroll along the beach, sat down, count stars and listen to the waves, this always calms me down :) Felt a lot better, so come back to the office write nonsense again... :P

I was going through all my old emails the other day, and I realise over the years, I've accumulated so many inspirational stories in the emails. I intend to either start a new blog posting these stories or perhaps create a web site to post these stories so that everyone can have access to them anytime, anywhere... Hmmmm... sounds like a good idea... Guess I'll start work on this soon. It'll be a personal project for 2005 - maintaining my own website of inspirational stories...

My next one...

Finally found a few nice designs... :)



Hmmm...

Thursday, December 23, 2004

White Christmas on a White Sand Beach

We kickstart our series of Christmas to New Year's Eve program this evening with a cocktail party by the beach... The theme : White Christmas.





More pictures at http://community.webshots.com/user/kokwhee
see if you can find an antique ice kachang 'machine' :P

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

可爱女人

曲:周杰倫 词:徐若瑄

想要有直升机
想要和妳飞到宇宙去
想要和妳融化在一起
融化在銀河裡

我每天在想着妳
这样的甜蜜
让我开始相信命运
感谢地心引力
让我碰到妳

漂亮的让我面红的可愛女人
溫柔的让我心疼的可愛女人
透明的让我感动的可愛女人
坏坏的让我瘋狂的可愛女人

世界这样大而我只是只小小的蚂蚁
但我要尽全力保护妳

Do you have a gf like this or are you like this....

From one of my fav movie.... :)







Water proofing

This afternoon, I witness another guy fell into the water while trying to get onto the whaler. Don't know how he lost his balance also... haizzz... These kind of thing happens once in a while, and I was 'fortunate' enough to witness it twice. Well, had a good laugh but then again I thought that perhaps one day it will happen to me... Oopsss!! My mother say - cannot laugh at people, otherwise the same thing will happen to you. Kekeke... so I decided to get myself a water-proof bag - To keep my wallet and electronic stuff (handphone, pocket pc) in it whenever I take the whaler, so that in the unfortunate event that I fall into the water, at least these things are protected and kept dry :)

This will be my Christmas present this year :)

Sunday, December 19, 2004

The best night dive ever...

Went for a night dive this evening and it was the best night dive I had so far!!! :) I like night dives cos it gives you the feeling that you're really deep in the waters and the complete darkness gives a mysterious feel to the dive. And during night dives, your view is only restricted to where your torch shines, so you're more focus on what you're looking at.

Why is this my best night dive? Cos I saw all the corals in their full blown beauty, the corals were all open tonight and the colours were so rich and beautiful, I was at the same dive site before but in the day it was very different, under natural light, the corals loses its colourful glory and fades away, but tonight they were absolutely beautiful. Even my dive master buddy also said this was the best night dive he had so far. Besides the corals, we also managed to catch glimpses of an octopus, triggerfish and some reef sharks, but they were too fast for us and disappear quickly into the darkness... And by the way, I'm already an advance Nitrox diver.... ;P My next course - Rescue Diver :)

Movie time! Where's my popcorn?

Liked the story below? I watched a Korean MTV and tried my best to write the story. I fail composition during school days, so my story is not very good. The MTV is more touching than what I have written...

Why am I so free today? Off day lor... spent the whole morning cleaning my room and changing the bedsheets etc... Then went for a night dive and now come back to the office to write nonsense again :P

Confirm my 偶像 coming to stay during the Christmas period. Yeah! Time to pose as a room service boy liao... Hahaha...

Heard Stephen Chow has a new movie - Kung Fu Hustle? Always enjoys his stupid movies :) the last one was two years ago liao - Shaolin Soccer. Damn hilarious!! Anyone kind enough to send me the VCD of his new movie? Pirated one also can... ;P

Because you're my girl...

His story

I'm a photographer, it's my passion. I shoot for fashion magazines and my photos are widely used. It was a fine Saturday when I saw her. I was doing an outdoor shooting session, and she unknowingly walk into the set and I caught a few pictures of her on camera. She was startled, our eyes met, she smiled, apologise and left quickly. I was stunned, she's not drop dead gorgeous but she had this beautiful smile and her eyes were the most beautiful pair of eyes I've ever lay my eyes on. Back in the darkroom, I quickly developed her picture, it was perfect, the bright warm smile and the pair of beautiful eyes - my dream girl.

I thought I will never see her again but there she was... On a Saturday afternoon, my car broke down and I had to take a cab. She was there waiting for a cab, charming as ever. We realise we both work in the same office building. We became very good friends, the following six months were the best times of my life... She became my best model and I told her one day, she'll be on the front cover of the magazines... She smiled.

One day, a Saturday afternoon again, she came over and help me with the photos. I asked her to help me with some chemicals from the top shelf, and then it happened. An uncapped bottle fell from the shelf and the toxic chemicals spilled on her. I rushed her to the hospital and she was put into intensive care. The chemicals have hurt her eyes badly and even if she recovers, she'll lose her sight, and her beautiful pair of eyes.

I was devastated. I couldn't eat or sleep the next few days, and do not have the motivation to work anymore. But now I've made up my mind, today is Saturday, I'm writing these parting words, because after today, I will never see her again....


Her story

It was a warm Saturday afternoon, I was strolling in the park. I wasn't paying attention and stray into a photo-shoot set. Oops, really clumsy of me, I apologise to the photographer. I thought he looked a little funny cos he just stood there, looking at me and smiling. The photographer had a warm smile, one that would melt girl's hearts. As it was my fault for interrupting his work, I apologise and left the scene quickly. But I was still around to look at him work. He is very professional and he seems very dedicated to his work.

I thought I will never see him again but one Saturday afternoon, as I was waiting for a cab to go home. Out of nowhere, he came up to me to say 'hello'. I was a little shock but was pleasantly surprised. He worked in the same office building too. From that day onwards, we had lunch together and went out often, he was most attentive and caring. It was the best six months of my life... He also taught me how to pose in front of a camera and the shots he took were beautiful. He told me I have a pair of beautiful eyes and I have the potential to make it to the cover page one day. I just smiled.

One Saturday afternoon, I went over to his dark room to help him with his work. I was trying to get a bottle of chemical from the top shelf when it spilled on me. I felt a sharp pain in my eyes and the next thing I know I'm lying in the hospital with bandages over my eyes. He has not come to visit me, why is that so? Is he angry with me, I tried to call him but he did not answer the phone. I'm sad. The doctor said that there will be an operation on Saturday to implant a cornea so that I can see again.

The operation was a success, and as they removed my bandages I thought he will be the first person I will see but my wish did not come true. I tried to call him but his number is no longer available, he has also moved. One day, I received in the mail, the latest fashion magazine and there I was, on the front cover. He delivered his promise, but where is he now. Has he forgotten about me?

Two months later, on a Saturday afternoon, I was strolling again in the park where we first met, I saw a familiar figure. It was him, sitting on a bench with dark glasses and a dog. He never had a dog. As I walked towards him, a strong gust of wind blew something in his hands away. He appeared shock and tried to recover the thing in a clumsy way. And it was then that I realise he is now blind! I ran towards him, picked up the thing and put it into his hands. It was the photograph of me that he took when we first met. I could no longer hold back my tears.... because now I know why he never came to see me... He gave up his sight so that I can have mine...

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Vacancy for wife

Have you ever wanted someone to send you home after attending yet another wedding dinner? Have you ever wanted to stop your parents, aunties and all those '三姑六婆' from nagging about you getting married? Have you ever wanted someone to take care of you when you're ill? Have you ever wanted those annoying and persistent suitors to stop harrassing you? Have you ever hope that someone is always there to fix that tap, change that flourescent lamp, fix the TV, tune that radio? If these are what you always wanted, now's your chance....

Our client is a single man, made in 1970, athletic, healthy, no vices and holding a reputable job with a stable income.

What we are looking for: In search of a female aged between 26-30 to share the life together. She should preferbly be gentle, kind and loves the sun, sand and the sea and enjoys sports. Knows how to take care of the elderly and have a passion for things in life (except money), yet without losing the innocence.

What you will get: Succesful applicants will receive as a complete package - a husband (to shut those '三姑六婆' up), a good cook (excellent with eggs and cup noodles), shopping bags carrier, a strong pair of shoulders and arms (for you to cry on, to lean on and to sleep on), a listening ear and someone who can make you laugh. You will also receive 80% of my client's wages, twice a year all expense paid holidays and most importantly, you also get a free outlet to vent your frustrations and anger.

What you get to keep: your wardrobe, your passion for shoppping and your privilege to look beautiful (but beauty products at your own expense).

What you will lose: the privilege of sleeping alone on a big bed, some freedom.

Applicants who can cook well, have a job and scored distinction in home economics will be given preferential consideration. Smokers, alchoholics and those who likes to go home at 4am in the morning need not apply.

Interested applicants please submit your application and photo via email. Closing date: 31 Dec 2004

Only shortlisted candidates will be notified.

Monday, December 13, 2004

I'm a monk again :(

U_U sob..sob...sob... :'¯( 呜。。呜。。呜。。 :'¯(

Went for my $1 hair cut yesterday, told the barber just to shave the side and keep the top... He mis-understood me and thought it will be like last time... also shave the top.... by the time I realised, it was too late to stop him! So sad, suppose to keep my hair nice nice when I go back for Chinese New Year.. but now when I look at the mirror... haizzz... botak again... haizzz... :( Damn sad man, my hair take very long time to grow one leh.... :(

U_U sob..sob...sob... :'¯( 呜。。呜。。呜。。 :'¯(

Sunday, December 12, 2004

A Strange Dream

Had a very strange dream last night... I was wandering somewhere in the wild, and I came across a nice hut by a waterfall. And in front of that house was a woman, long hair, wearing white, smiling and waving happily at me (can't remember the face though). I waved back and walked towards her.... Later I found myself sitting beside her watching sunset by the waterfall, next thing I know, I woke up... it's not a bad dream or nightmare lah, if it was, that woman in white would turn into some creature and coming after me liao.... It's a happy dream and was kinda nice actually... but frankly I was a little 'disturbed' by the dream cos although it was nice but to me, it was also kinda wierd and very strange... It had such an impact that I decided to do a search on the internet about it... This is what I get...

Waterfall
A major emotional release.
If you’re at the base of the waterfall, it may indicate feeling emotionally overwhelmed. (???)

Woman
Symbolic of the feminine side or yin energy in both men and women

Sunset
Closure, completion, winding down
Old age, senior years, sunset years (Huh? Am I dying soon?)

Hut
A house usually symbolizes the physical body
Your personal mirror, reflecting your perception of your world back to you - see if the state of the house resembles you or the way in which you manage your affairs
Being accommodating

Simi lai eh? 什么东东嘛!! Don't understand the whole thing at all... :(

Anyway, I always believe that dreams are the processes of the unconscious mind... Chinese say 日有所思,夜有所梦。 I guess there must be something in that dream that created the impact but I do not know what it is... Perhaps as time passes, I will know the real meaning of what the dream is about... or maybe it's only just a dream...

But now the most important thing is to get back to work... hehehe... snake the whole morning liao.... better get some real work done :P

Thursday, December 09, 2004

Sports day for me today.

Still haven't finish the month end closing yet, but guest jio go diving, so LL have to go... :( Got to know the couple from HK while I was having dinner at the restaurant two nights ago. Simple reason cos I speak cantonese so I was there to help them order the food they wanted. Next thing I know, every night they ask me to join them for dinner... koazz.. I no need to work meh? But they are nice people lah, and the wife is very young and pretty leh, the type that men will take more than a second look :P the husband... ermm... better don't say anything :P

Anyway, to cut the long story short, went diving with them this morning and they saw what they wanted to see - Manta Rays, and they were very happy! Then I came back to the office to finish up some work and then in the evening, had to represent the department for basketball. Haven't touch a basketball for so many years liao... really rusty man!! Cannot even shoot properly... but we still won cos the other team was worse :)

Still not confirm, but chances are that my 偶像 is coming to stay during the Christmas period!! Yeah!! See if I can sneak an autograph from him... :) And who is my 偶像? I watched his first movie when I was a twelve year old kid, he was just turning 20 then and is already 5-time China's 全能武术冠军... he made a few more good movies and also made a few movies in Hollywood. He is none other than the most convincing 黄飞鸿 and also the people's HERO - 李连杰。 I'll be looking forward to his arrival...

Dive trip - 8th Dec '04

I am beginning to not know whether I am a man dreaming I am a fish, or whether I am now a fish dreaming I am a man. - adapted from Chuang Tsu 369-286 BC



Sunday, December 05, 2004

Star Wars - Episode III

Stole some office time to log on to the Net to watch the trailer for Star Wars Episode III - Revenge of the Sith. One word - Awesome. Got to see the wrath of Anakin, and his tragedic transformation towards the dark side and becoming Darth Vader. Woah!! And of course my favourite - the beautiful Padme Amidala (Natalie Portman). I practically watched Natalie Portman grew up... hehehe.. from her first movie 'The Professional' (one of my fav. movie starring another two of my fav. actors - Jean Reno and Gary Oldman) when she was only a 13 years old little girl. When Episode One was filmed, she's only 18 and now Episode III, she's already a mature 24 years old woman - ripe and beautiful... kekeke... No wonder people say 女大十八变 :)

Anyway, episode III is scheduled to be released on 19th May 2005, hopefully I can be at a place where they are screening the movie... or I can timed myself to be back home to watch the movie.... waited 3 years for this movie liao!!

Happy family...

School holidays in Singapore now, so my housemate (also fellow Singaporean) brought his family (wife and 2 kids) over to stay for 2 weeks, how nice :) So when I went home last night, I got a warm welcome cos his wife cooked traditional malay food for us. Wah! Home-cooked food! Sedap!

My other housemate - a German guy, just had his first new-born several days ago. He'll be coming back with his wife and baby in the next few days. Hmmm... looks like it's going to be a big family at my house. And my other colleagues are asking me to get earplugs cos I'll be woken up by crying babies in the night for the next few months :P Koazz...

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Crack your brains this weekend . . .

If you want to find some challenges to pass the weekend, try these on-line puzzles :)

Click 'Hidden Kingdom' to continue with the quiz
http://www.angelfire.com/co4/isad

You're stuck in a room and have to find the items in the room to get out. Try all 3 rooms!
http://www.fasco-csc.com/index_e.html

Just some silly games to test your eye power, click the small men to clear.
http://www.roommania203.com/ps2/game/game.html

These are very interesting puzzles, I've cleared them all, so if you're stuck at any stage, can ask me for clues :)

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

Live a life that matters

Ready or not, someday it will all come to an end.

There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours or days.
All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass to someone else.
Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance.
It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed.
Your grudges, resentments, frustrations, and jealousies will finally disappear.
So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans, and to-do lists will expire.
The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away.
It won't matter where you came from, or on what side of the tracks you lived, at the end.
It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant
Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant.

So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured?

What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built; not what you got, but what you gave.
What will matter is not your success, but your significance.
What will matter is not what you learned, but what you taught.
What will matter is every act of integrity, compassion, courage or sacrifice that enriched, empowered or encouraged others to emulate your example.
What will matter is not your competence, but your character.
What will matter is not how many people you knew, but how many will feel a lasting loss when you're gone.
What will matter is not your memories, but the memories that live in those who loved you.
What will matter is how long you will be remembered, by whom and for what.
Living a life that matters doesn't happen by accident. It's not a matter of circumstance but of choice.

Choose to live a life that matters.

Still down . . .

Haizz... very poor thing leh, still down with flu and not feeling 100% and yet it's month end and got tons to do... No choice lor, what to do - just endure and excel!! :(

End of my 8th month here and the year is coming to an end... Time really flies, and each year seems to zoom past just like that, scary! But I would say that on the whole, 2004 has been a good year for me. :) Got my long awaited promotion, and had come to work in a place where there is always sun, sand and the sea... what more can I ask for? Perhaps if I could be a little closer to my family, that would be ideal, but then again, life is always like that. You win some, you lose some. It depends on what you value the most at a certain point in time and what you want in the long run...

As 2004 is coming to an end, I'll be taking stock and reflecting on the happenings and at the same time, I'm looking forward to a more challenging and rewarding 2005... :)